The Thought Of A Dead Mind

A fresh breeze of air,

Filled my lungs as I breathe,

A long sigh follows suit,

What a day, what a day.

We walked together,

Down this road we don't know,

Along with our friends,

We walked a little bit longer.

You smiled at me,

With that smile I yearn to see,

And I smiled back,

A smile of both happiness and sadness.

Oh how I long to be with you,

To have you by my side,

To be the one that I care,

And to be the one that you care.

Deep in my smile,

Deep in the sound of laughter,

I know, I know,

I will never be that person.

I am never good enough,

I never existed in your life,

Though I tried to be there for you,

You were never there to greet me.

You may realise, you may not,

I always have your interest in my heart,

You are the air that I breathe,

You are the water that I drink.

I can't tell you how I feel for you,

I am scared of losing you,

'Cos if I do,

I will lose my will to live.

And so I am telling you,

I am here forever,

No matter how long it takes,

I will stand where I am, watching over you.

I may not be rewarded, I don't care,

Seeing you happy is what I am craving,

Wherever you put me in your heart,

That is my reward.

I may never exist in your eyes,

Invisible to you,

But I am shouting, right in front of your eyes,

"I LOVE YOU".