The Walk Down The Aisle

This is the sight that I long to see, but only with you by my side. If it is not you, this sight will be just another sight, no longer a dream. Because walking down the aisle with you is dream that I yearn to realise. A dream that I will hold on to till my last breath.

The Colours

You are the colour that made up my life. Without you, my whole world would be grey and dull. I thank you, my love.

The Euphoria

You gave me euphoria whenever I am with you. It's not a bad thing, really. Because it is only with you that I feel truly alive. Happy. Myself.

The Sun

You are everything to me. You are the sun that lights up my lonely universe. You are the roof that provides me shelter in times of unbearable heat and coldness. You are simply, everything.

The Ornament

I just want you to know, should we be together, you won't be just another ornament in a well-decorated house. You own the house.

The Pray

We all pray, but what do we pray for?

We pray for success when we are about to fail

We pray for happiness when we are sad

We pray for peace when there is chaos

What do I pray for, right now, at this moment?

I'm praying for everything to be alright

The Edge of the Cliff

Everyday I sit on the edge of this cliff.

Everyday I think of you at this cliff.

Everyday I dream of you sitting next to me at this cliff.

Everyday I hope that you know how I feel about you.

Everyday I hope that you feel the same way, too.

Everyday I hope that I have the courage to tell you that I love you for the first time.

Everyday I hope that you will say that you love me, too.

Everyday I wait for the right time to confess to you.

And when the time comes, I will let you know what I feel about you,

And tell you that I love you, everyday.

The Different Path Taken

The path that we take may lead to different things. We may end up at different parts of the world. We may not see each other again. But know this, my friend, no matter what path you choose, I will always support you from where I am, wherever I am.

The Waves of Dreams

We will leave this together to chase our dreams. We all have dreams, and they will only be able to see the waves we leave in our trail. And when we return, they will see our triumphant look because we dare to dream and we dare to fail.

The Shadow And The Silhouette

You were just there, weren't you? I'm blinded by all the lights around me, the smokey air, I can't see you as clear as I want it to be. Please, come closer because all I can see is your silhouette and shadow.

The Heart That Is Locked

My heart is closed and locked. Even if you managed to open it, you'll find nothing there. Even if I open it, there's nothing that I can give. Only the purest one can open it and find what she is looking for.

The Silhouette of A Memory

When there is a beginning, there is an end. Some will just fade into a silhouette of one's memory, some will fade into nothing. But not you. You will always be there, as vivid as yesterday, because I choose not to let it fade.

The Angel and Demon

You are the angel when I need you the most. You are the demon when I hate you the most. You give me wings when I wanted to fly. You are the rock when I want to drown. You are my everything.

The Silver Lining

They say that everything has its silver lining. But where is it if you are no longer here, with me, to hear my lonely cries, to see the vulnerable me. I wish I could see you one more time, but I know, it's not time yet. Is time my silver lining to ever see you again? If so, I'll just wait here till it's time for me to see you again.

The Blurry Notion

Life is all a blur when you don't appreciate what you have. Always aim for the sky but keep your feet on the ground. That is what life is all about.

The Names On The Wall

You will find your name here, somewhere. Nothing subtle, no fancy words. Just a simple "I love you" written underneath your name. A simple message that will last for eternity.

The Thousand Solutions

We all have dreams. Every dream has thousands of ways for it to be achieved. No two of the same dream can be achieved using the same solution. Hard work and dedication are the key to find that solution.

The Day I Sing A Birthday Song

Today you would have been 23. Today would have been the day I sing a birthday song to you. I love you and I miss you. May your soul be blessed by Allah always, my dearest friend.

(Dedicated to Allahyarham Nur Nadia binti Salehuddin)

(22 May 1988 - 18 June 2009)

The Dark Days

There will be dark days ahead. There will be rain. There will be thunderstorms. Hold on tight and sail through them because after all of that, it will just be sunshine and rainbow.

The Art of Life

Life is the art of drawing without an eraser. Be careful of what and how you draw.

The Bicycle By The Wall

No matter how old we are, no matter how weak we are, never stop living and never stop daring to dream.

(pic by: Sarah Iqbal)

The Starting Point

No matter how far we've come, no matter which end of the world we are on, we must always remember our starting point.

The Bench By The Sea

I will be sitting here, on this exact bench by the sea, for you to come back from the sea, even if I'll have wrinkles and grey hair by then.

The Light at the End Of the Tunnel

I saw a light at the end of the tunnel. I am walking towards it now. I know that when I reach the end of the tunnel, you will be there waiting for me, as you have always been. If not, I will just walk back to the darkness. Because living alone in the darkness is better than living in light without you.

The Garden of Eden

If you ask me to give you a garden befitting a king, I won't give it to you. If you ask me to give you the Garden of Alcinous, I won't give it to you. If you ask me to give you the Hanging Garden of Babylon, I won't give it to you. Because for you, I will only give you the Garden of Eden.

The Leaning On The Shoulder

Come closer to me, lean on me, hold my hand and touch my soul. And I'll never leave you. For eternity.

The Foundation of Life

Every building has its foundation. Every man has his soul. Every tree has its root. Everything has its beginning. How strong everything is, depends on its foundation. If the foundation is strong, nothing can stop it from crumbling down to Earth.

The Apocalyptic of Our Lives

Life is not easy. It could rain at any moment. It can be sunny at any time and before you know it, it can be the Apocalypse. Embrace life, live life to the fullest.

The Field of Nothingness

When I'm gone from this world, good luck in finding me. It should be out there, somewhere.