The Prodigy Reborn

Woke up this morning, reborn. Like a phoenix from the ashes. Singing beautifully till all else stop. Flames engulfed it. Not a sign of death, but life. Being given the elixir of life, life renew itself...

My sonnets (No 5)

Smiles of The Fragile Heart

I'm smiling,

Though my heart is hurting,

My heart is breaking,

To be covered by a smile and a grin.

I am lost,

With nowhere to run,

With no path to cross,

No direction to turn.

I see you smile,

With pure joy and laughter,

And am I being so vile,

To hope that it will end up in tears.

Jealousy is not the word,

Envy is more like it,

And it makes me hurt,

Hurt deep down and within.

I am dragging my feet,

One slow step at a time,

With tears rolling down my cheek,

I swallow the sound of cry.

I turn my back,

To see you smile,

And I know I'll never get that feelings back,

But the only thing I can do is smile.

My sonnets (No 4)

The Winter Chill

The winter chill is gone,

The air of spring is upon us,

But my face is still filled with frown,

Thinking whether or not my life is a curse.

So many obstacles that I have faced,

So many thorns scarred my skin,

My life is like those on a stage,

With stories enough to make the audience flinch.

The air of spring breathes a new life,

Flowers blooming and birds chirping,

But my face carved no smile,

No expression like those of a tyrant king.

The winter chill is gone,

To bring mankind a new chapter,

But no happiness will dawn,

Because my heart, body and soul are still in the cold winter

A Lil Bit of An Update

Hey ya,

Again, pardon for such weird posts lately, been going through a patchy path of my insignificant life. Been away for most of the time, not being at home, more like spending more time in the library and the exam halls than my own room. But fingers crossed, I'll pass. I'm not going to let people know what exactly happened with my personal troubles as I only want to deal with it myself and not having unwanted people poking their noses into a business which is not theirs. Of course, there are some people that I will turn to for occasional help and advice but that is pretty much about it.

Had a wonderful getaway in Flumserberg with my brother and met some wonderful friends just to get my mind off things. Went snowboarding over there and I assure you, it's damn freaking hard. I fell countless of times and even bruised my ass. But it was all worth it after going down 200m slope without falling. Yay!! It was such enthralling to see all those snows and friendly people, it is just amazing.

Always by Bon Jovi

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

My sonnets (No 3)

The Line is Dead...

The end of the road is here,

There are no more turns after this,

The thorns on the grass I have to endure,

And I will brave through with gritted teeth.

Such bad the road ahead of me,

I am not even sure if it is a road,

But I know it is the only way for me,

The only way for my experience to go broad.

I don't know long will this be,

I don't know how far I have to walk,

But I know it will reap a great reward for me,

So that I can talk the talk and walk the walk.

Nothing is going to hold me back now,

Nothing will be big enough for me to be stopped.

But with only death can stop me from going forth,

I will make sure death comes after I go top.

Happy 2010

Hey ya,

This is the last entry of the decade for this blog, since, well, it's only 2 hours before the new decade beckons. I have had the best and the worst of times over the last 12 months. Met some wonderful people, got to the lowest point of my life, lost a very very special friend, etc. But I'm no longer looking back at the past 12 months, I will only take a few things in the past that will only serve as a motivation to greater things. I know time is running out for me, I have to pull myself together as the next 6 months will be crucial and I will not stop going. I'll brave through the storm, break every wall, jump every hurdle, and laugh at every taunts. I have to do it for myself and my family as I want to show them that I'm strong.

Happy New Year