Tag II

Hey ya,

This is another tag that I have to do, to my cousin Izzah, sorry, I must've missed it. Well here goes:

THREE NAMES PEOPLE CALL YOU:

Epul (most people)

Amri (football mates)

Apoi (Family)

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:

1207

1602

2107

and owh another one, 3006

THREE THINGS YOU HAVE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:

Reading blogs

Singing

Talking on the phone

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:

Be with friends

Books

Writing

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AS OF NOW:

98º-Invisible Man

Kanye West-Love Lockdown

Do As Infinity- Desire

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:

Photography

Singing

Coffee

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:

Tokyo

Kaherah

Berlin

THREE FAVOURITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTER:

Emperor's New Groove

Rukawa Kaede (Slam Dunk)

Madagascar

THREE MALL YOU USUALLY GO TO:

Queen Street

St. Mary's Street

Salisbury Road (Grocery shopping)

THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS:

Teh tarik

Starbucks® Cappucino

J2O

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:

iPod™ Touch

A pair of gloves

Pencil case

THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS:

Black

Blue

Red

TOP THREE HANGOUT:

16 Coburn

Aberdare Hall

86 Cathays Terrace

TOP THREE FOOD YOU LOVE SO MUCH:

Mom's Udang Masak Sambal Petai

Ayam Masak Lemak Cili Api

Uncle Sunrise's Chicken Tikka Baguette

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:

Hana, Sarah, Papar, Zalina

Mia familia

Smile

TOP THREE ATTITUDES YOU LIKE:

Smile

Down to earth

Caring

THREE THINGS YOU'LL BE DOING TOMORROW:

Play football (hopefully)

Watch football (definitely)

Start doing assignment (erm....)

THREE REASONS YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:

A tag from my cousin

I am bored

Haven't blog in ages

TOP THREE WHY YOU ARE BUSY AT THIS TIME:

Assignment

Messy room

Facebook

THREE PERSONS YOU WANT TO TAG:

Sarah Iqbal

Hana Zakariah

Lydia Benging

Tag

Hey ya,

Now let's take a little breather from all the nonsense that I've been talking about for the last couple of months. Well, it is another nonsense, really. But funny nonsense. This the tag (my first tag assignment =P) that have been, well, assigned to me by my dearest Along. Owh, thanks for the compliment, too. Really brought a smile onto my face. Well, here goes the tagging session.

Upload your favorite picture of you!

Why do you like that picture?

Well, it has a lot of meaning to it, really...being a photographer and also being a thinker, it kinda put everything into one picture.

When was the last time you ate pizza?

Gee, I can't remember, really...Guess it was nearly a month ago, didn't really have anything to eat, so me and my housemate decided to buy pizza instead

The last song you listened to?

98º- Invisible Man

What are you doing right now besides this?

Listening to the soothing melody from Beethoven

Which name would you prefer beside yours?

If I have a son, I would name him Amirul Amri (Leader of the Enlightened)

People to tag:

1. Hana Zakariah

2. Sarah Iqbal

3. Nadia Salehuddin

4. Ainna Jawaher

5. Nuraina Annuar

Who is number one?

One of my longest friend and certainly my longest best friend. 11 years of laughter and tears, and there is no stopping our friendship and will carry it 6ft under when it is time to go.

Number three is having a relationship with?

A guy named A'qil. Haven't met him though, But would love to someday when I get back.

Say something about number five?

Known her since 2000, we were tutionmate back then. Don't really get to see her as often as I would have like, but our friendship stretches more than just meeting, we'll talk to each other whenever we have the chance to do so.

How about number four?

She is one of a kind. A girl who really taught me a lot of stuff although we are not as close. Read her blog often and she can really write. Way better than me.

Who is number two?

My other half, my twin, my heart and soul. She completes me in every way possible, and a shoulder to cry on whenever I am not being myself.

A Drop of Ink From The Heart

Hey ya,
Sorry for the lack of recent updates, been buried under piles and piles of notes and books for the Autumn exam. And those headaches doesn't seem to go away. Finished my first paper on Tuesday (Company Law), and it was like shit. Concentrated so hard on 5 topics with another 2 extra topics for just-in-case. Really felt confident and for the 1st time is ages, I had the belief that I can do it this time. Well, life is life. Life isn't fair at all right? Of all the 7 topics that I revised, only the 2 just-in-case topics came out. And I had to answer like 3 essays in 2 hours, so all I did for the 3rd question was, as usual, goreng!!!!. And I have another paper in just over 15 hours from this point of writing. Tax...sounded easy but hell no, no freaking way!! It was worse than I thought. Well, fingers crossed, pray to God Almighty that I'll pull it through.
I was under immense pressure from studying and mental torture. Started with losing a few friends within 2 weeks (1 due to argument, another due to a landslide back home) and barely a week later, lost an unborn nephew -a few hours short of what could have been his arrival to this world. To Allahyarham Abdullah Amin Fahmi bin Ahmad Rizal, God has a better plan for you, and I hope to see you when I leave this world someday, Inshallah.
If losing those three people wasn't enough, I recently came under fire from my own 2 bestfriends. Well, I was to be blamed for causing all of it, though. And I'm truly sorry for what I did and what I did not do. Just so you guys know, I love you guys. There were a lot of issues that was really a threat to our friendship. But I guess, in my own defend, though friendship is what I crave, I hope all of my friends crave the same thing as well. There are differences between what I can do from where I am and where I want to be. I just hope that you two would be patient, that is all I am asking. Feeling left out is not something new for me. I have been feeling left out for God know how long. Even with you two. Yes, you two. But I'd rather not say anyhing more as I treasure our friendship more than anything in this world. Even if it means selling my soul to the devil himself to keep our friendship stay strong, I will do it willingly and wholeheartedly. All I'm asking from you is to show a little bit of concern even if I am alright. I have done all in my powers to make this friendship lasts forever but I have to ask this, and I have never ask this from you two: What have you two done to make this last forever?
Well now, I guess that's all from me now. Need to get back to studying my Tax. Hope it is not too late to wish all of you who are having exams the best of luck. Till next time, cheerio.

Finally

Finally, I did it!!

A Jot From The Heart

A jot from the Heart,

A sound of tears and screams,

Unheard to else,

Wishing it was only a dream,

A dream of poison and thorns.

Each step I took,

Each pain I endure,

From the hands of the brute,

No one knows what I am going through.

I'm filled with nothing but black,

Black of pure depression,

Tried to get that white light back,

But the black proved to be an obsession.

I am just another shell,

A soulless shell,

Hollow and empty,

A cracked shell is what I am,

Ready to break at any time.

No light than I can see,

Pitch black conquers me,

I'm beginning to dwell in it,

And it's turning like a friend to me,

Should there be any light that will bathe me,

I know it's the end,

Not just for the darkness,

But for this shell, too.

So come forth, you white light,

Nay you stay far away,

Come forth to lift me up high,

And never to return again...Nay...

I shalt wait for thee, my one messiah.

Heartache

My heart....it hurts...what is this I'm feeling? 

HELP!!!!

Hey,

I can't think anything right now. My mind is not where it is supposed to be. I should be studying yet I can't seem to be able to read anything at the moment. Somebody help me!!!!!